I did get a sugar craving last night. Hit right before bedtime, so I'm sure it was more from being tired than an actual craving. I made some herbal tea and crawled into bed instead of scrounging through the cupboards and refrigerator for some plan appropriate snack.
Today is going to be a challenge for me. I'm not feeling well. And I am an comfort eater (and emotional eater). When I don't feel well, I try to eat to make myself feel better. This never works. But I try it each and every time I don't feel well. You would think at age 45 I would know better. Nope. I keep eating, sure that some food or combination of foods will help alleviate whatever ache or pain I may have. Getting through the day without falling into this habit is going to be difficult. Luckily I only have my planned meals with me and two snacks, so no over eating. (Before I started the detox I went through all my food stashes here at work and gave them to my Hubby for safe keeping until the end of the 21 days.) I see lots of water and herbal tea in my future. I will do what I need to get through the day.
Comfort and emotional eating is probably my biggest problem and what holds me back from maintaining a healthy weight. Any little emotion can send me over the edge and have me scrounging for foods I really shouldn't be eating. And once I do that, the cycle of eating-self loathing-depression-eating takes over. And it's very hard to break that cycle once I get into it. That was another reason I wanted to try this detox. I was hoping that by breaking my sugar and carb cravings, I could maybe get a better grasp on the emotional eating. When my choices are limited, it makes it harder to just give in to the emotional eating. I am forced to find other outlets instead of food... I can go for a walk, talk to a friend, take a hot bath, or take a nap. Whatever is needed that doesn't involve food.Day 11 is starting out as a challenge, but with some planning, positive thoughts, and little luck, I will persevere.

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